“ Trust is lost within a minute and takes a lifetime to gain back...”
Current Average
10
ashley’s
Interests
General
Cooking
Music
*Rap
-Akon
-Drake
*Pop
-Adam Lambert
-Lady GaGa
*Country
-Carrie Underwood
-Jason Aldean
*Rock/Punk
-Shinedown
-Theory Of A Deadman
*R&B/Hip Hop
-Rhianna
-Tyrese
Movies
*Romance
-The Notebook
-Titanic
*Comedy
-Fun With Dick And Jane
-Chuck And Larry
*Drama
-Obessed
-Freedom Writers
*Disney
-Beaiuty And The Beast
-Aladdin
*Oldies
-Cry Baby
Television
*Reality Show
-American Idol
-Real World
*Sitcoms
-House
-Bones
-Secret Life Of An American Teenager
Books
*Nightime Is My Time
*She Said Yes
*Innocent Man
*Romeo And Juliet
*Cujo
*Where Are The Children
Heroes
? Sadie was the best dog, best friend, and best thing to come into my life at a young age. She grew up with me, we shared many memories together, many ice cream cones, she was my best friend my companion. She protected me against evil when I needed it. She was my protector my rock. Sadie was more than just an animal to me, she became my baby my child. We went everywhere together. She would wait for me to come home at nights and sleep next to me on the bed. Making sure I was safe and sound. She never left my side no matter what, not even in her final days. I remember when I went off the camp one summer and Sadie got out she went looking for me and made it all the way to the highway trying to find me. She hated when I had to leave. We were lonely apart from each other. We sensed each other's pain. I knew something was wrong with her when she started to limp, stopped eating, shedding more. I hoped it was something less badly than what they told us. Cancer... Just a few before they said she had arthritis. I broke down and squeezed her tight. Thinking how, why, please not my baby. They ran many tests and confirmed the diagnosis. She had tumors on her legs, chest, and lungs. I didn’t know what to do but cry. I was losing the only thing well in my life; I was losing my best friend. Over the next few days Sadie grew weaker. She was having trouble walking, eating; her fur began to shed more. Every time I looked at her I would cry. I couldn’t watch her suffer anymore. This was my puppy my baby I had raised. I had to do what was for her, even though it wasn’t what I wanted to do. We took her in on Monday February 23rd at 6:45 p.m. they gave her the sedative first. I held her the entire I couldn’t leave her alone, I couldn’t abandon her. She never abandoned me when I needed her; I was going to do it to her even though I was dying inside. I held her as she slowly drifted asleep. I crumbled. I began to cry. They vet came in and gave her the medicine and I held on to her as I felt her last heartbeat and I broke down. I collapsed to the floor. My baby, my best friend was gone. I kept repeating, “Bring her back, and please bring her back.” But nothing happened the room was silent except for the sounds of me crying. I stayed with her for awhile talking to her stroking her fur. Recalling happy times we had shared. I will never forget her. She will always live on inside of me. ?
ashley’s
Details
Here for:
Dating
Relationships
Friends
Body type:
5'3"/Slim/Slender
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Smoke/Drink:
No Way/Social Drinker
Income:
$25,001 to $35,000
Religion:
Christian / Other
Occupation:
Medical / Dental / Veterinary / Fitness
Sports & Exercises :
Auto Racing / Motocross
Exercise habits:
Exercise regularly
Politics:
Middle of the Road
Languages:
English
ashley’s
Schools
Henry Sibley Sr.
West St. Paul
,
Minnesota
,
United States
Graduated:
No Answer
Student Status:
Alumni
2002-2004
ashley’s
Companies
grandvbiew
dietary nurse
About ashley
About me... I'm a simple girl. Born and raised in the cities, then moved up north to a small town called Isanti. I was forced to make new friends and start my junior year at a new school. Being the new girl and being "fat." the pressure was on. I had to leave my home I had known, friends I had since I was a kid, I had to leave my life. Granted it wasn’t the best. I had known abuse, hatred, sadness, darkness. A world where I felt all alone. Moving up north I felt was an escape for me. A place where I could start over. Regain my life back I don’t trust easily if you have my trust don’t abuse it because once it’s gone, it’s gone. You won’t get it back. Everyone has problems no one is normal. I’m a strong woman that has had a shitty life but has made the most of it. I never back down I fight for what I believe in. I’m not afraid to speak my mind; I’m very outspoken, I’m not shy my family and friends come first. My puppy is my baby. Live your life to fullest cause you only get one chance
What I like to do in my free time... *I Enjoy Spending Time With My Family And Friends
*I Like The Little Things
*I Like Laying On The Grass
*Looking At The Stars
*I Love Babies
*I Love Puppies
*I Love Thunderstorms
*Music
*Movies
*Shopping
*Working Out
*Outdoors
*Going For Long Walks/Drives
*Cuddling
My hotspots... *Dave and Busters
*DIVE
*Brunswick
*Friend's House
My favorite things... *All kinds of music except screamo
*All kinds of movies
*I like to cuddle and watch a good movie
*Go out dancing
*Working out
Last read... *The last thing I read was a Mary Higgins Clark book
*Now i am reading a Star magazine
My job...
*I am a dietary nurse at an elderly people's home
My ethnicity...
*German
*Swedish
*Norwegian
*French
*Dutch
Who I’d Like to Meet
"
From the time that we were little,
I knew you’d always be
Not just a loving sister
But a caring friend to me.
A shoulder I could cry on,
A helping hand in times of need,
A cheerleader to lift me up,
My angel in both word and deed.
We told each other secrets;
We giggled and we cried.
We shared our joys and sorrows--
We were always side by side.
We have a very special bond;
I knew it from the start.
You’ll have my love forever--
We’re sisters, heart to heart. ''
" Looking back through the years,
I can't believe how long
We have been best friends,
Through good times and bad.
When I needed someone to cry,
With me and laugh together
Give me a shoulder to lean on,
And a hug to make me feel better.
You know how true it is,
When you know that no matter what
Happens or goes on down the road,
That there will always be best friends.
So as time passes and days go by,
Just remember that when you need me
That no matter what time or place,
I will always be there by your side, my best friend. "
Your like a sister to me
And of course Im gonna worry
And Im gonna pray
Just as you do
When things aren't that
Great with me.
We were brought together
God's hand for sure
And quickly you became
Like a sister to me
So when you are dealing
With your struggles
When you feel that you
Are growing weak
Friend lean on me
Because thats what
Friends do.
Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.
Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.
Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye
Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.
I love and miss you very much Joe <3
August 26, 1987 - June 3, 2008
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Height: 5’ 7"
(169.9 cm)
to 6’ 0"
(182.88 cm)
Body Type: Slim/Slender
Ethnicity: Other
Religion: No Preference
Language: No Preference
Education: Some College
Job: No Preference
Income: No Preference
Smoker: Yes, but trying to quit
Drinker: No Way
Relationships: Never Married
Have kids: Yes, and it’s OK if they sometimes live at home
Want kids: Definitely
ashley’s
Turn Ons & Turn Offs
Turn Ons
*Funny
*Kind
*Loving
*Outgoing
*Adventurous
*Spontaneous
*Kind-Hearted
*Trustworthy
Turn Offs
*Liar
*Cheater
*Ignorant
*Prefer Non Smoker
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